Saturday, 23 May 2009

Wrapping Part Two

It's time to get access to the toys. I don't think he knows why I have placed coins over his nipples. I get the first aid scissors from the bag and sit over him, weight on my knees, one on each side. The blindfold is gone - I have to see his eyes for this part.
Can you be brave for me?
I make him promise, wait to see the certainty in his eyes. I want him to face fear and overcome it and I know how he feels about blades near him. I know I am not directly crossing limits but I'm treading all over the boundaries and that's why I have to watch him and know he trusts me.

I cut holes in the clingfilm where the 50ps are, carefully, stopping to watch his expression. I am nervous; excited; I feel like I am holding all his feelings in my heart and the simple act of cutting clingfilm is become as nerve wracking as cutting skin would be. I free his nipples and he is brave for me. It's beautiful and I kiss him and tell him that I love him, which is true, and is charged at this moment with a kind of hyper-loving, nurturing, powerful dominance.

...to be continued...

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