We had discussed using clingfilm (I believe it's saran wrap, in America?) awhile ago and agreed it was within limits. I was packing for a weekend away at his house, not knowing what I'd want to use, nothing planned after the long busy week I'd had - my suitcase was a big pile of just-in-case kinky items.
And it happened that I realised I was in the mood for playing with some clingfilm. While he's out of the room, I check my purse for two large coins, and eventually settle on two 50p pieces and place them where I can easily pick them up. I double-check the clingfilm will unroll. I put the blindfold near the top.
Come and play a game. I lead him into the other room and enjoy being the only one who knows what is planned. It's been a mostly relaxing day, but I've given him cause to share some of my own fears and worries and I know the thing he needs most is awareness of his strength, increased confidence and security.
I blindfold him, first. This is ritual for me, even though relaxed, he helps me make sure it's on securely; we are equal in the power struggle - but I know one thing he doesn't know - what is happening next. As soon as I start to wrap him, I begin to feel calm, in control, cocky. I can't find the surgical tape for the coins and make him hold them over his nipples before I wrap the film around to hold them in place. I wonder if he knows they are coins, or what they are for.
I wrap his top half, and from his thighs downwards. I am sure at some stage it would be nice to wrap him up totally, but this is for me now and I want lots of stuff to play with. I have a rush of power, push him backwards onto the bed because I can. If I'd planned for that, I would have made sure it was done more carefully. I spent a few minutes adjusting quilts around the edges of the bed, making him comfortable. He is good at speaking up, letting me know these things - this gives me a glorious kind of freedom, though I still check in a lot.
He's lying on the bed, face up (for now). I make him try to move, to prove he can't stop me doing whatever I choose to do.
...to be continued...
Stalker Update for 2009-11-07
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